#5 Christmas present

Honestly I was quite disappointed with the Christmas present you want to send to me..
about one week ago before Christmas you already preparing the present..
yet today you still unable to complete it..
I understand you used to do things slow..
but can you prepare more earlier or do it faster?



Do you understand what is so called " Christmas gift"?
of course must be during Christmas period..
boxing day already passes..
so what's the meaning for the gift?
should I consider it a belated Christmas gift?

Throw back something you already promise me long time ago..
you say you will make a birthday card for me..
One more month will be my next birthday..
so are you going to do it 2 in 1?
or my 22th birthday only can receive my 21th birthday card while my 22th birthday card I will only receive when i turn to 23th?

and a book that I brought to you and request you to do a memory book for me..
yet few times of quarrel you tell me you already doing it..
in fact you never start any single thing..

You tell me you need many time to think the idea..
but it seem over limit already..
you need a year of time to do a card?
okies I try to understand..
but how come people present you can prepare and give them on time?
and why you can give them so much until I jealous them?

I'm your partner and in a relationship with you..
but I need to wait all your friends get the gift form you first only I can get it..
it make sense?
you don't want to do my gift..
you say you have no money..
and you keep delay it..
but you can go to play with friends and spend money with them..
and you rather do nothing at home instead of do my gift..

you say you have your freedom..
but too bad your freedom need payoffs..
and the payoff is I have to keep waiting for you..
and come back to here..
you know I don't like to wait..

I always say you are selfish..
you like to do your things without consider people's feelings..
then here comes back you tell me you need to consider this and consider that whenever you need to do anything..
you say you are stress enough..
but do you know?
I didn't make this stress for you..
You stress because your attitude..

Worth or not worth?